Last nights thoughts

Journals
Current mood: artistic

I know it's been awhile since that last time that I did this. Sorry. I was writing in my old fashioned journals. I did have more than one hundred at one point but they were lost. I was thinking about it and wondered why I didn't share this with others. Really, I don't think any differently than any one else so why not just lay it all out there and see what others have to say about it. So here goes.
I've been writing a new book. I can't even begin to say how obsessed with writing these stories. I really can't keep up with my own mind. My body gets tired and needs rest before the story ends in my mind. I dream of these stories when I sleep. I almost wish that I could just pluck it out and say here, do something with this.
I also would love to adventure into doing some acting. I know its crazy but why not. Sure I'm 38 but really that doesn't matter. I think it only matters if you don't ever try. Why not? I'm as good as any other person out there. If it really happens - great. If it doesn't - well, at least I gave it a shot. No one can ever say that I wasn't willing to try things.
I don't think it's ever too late to try things. Even it is a little out of the normal. I have fears and dreams and hopes just like everyone else. I think that maybe the leg up that I have is that I'm willing to step up and try it regardless. Some people wouldn't even try.
so I say to you...go and try anything and everything...once. If you don't like it, don't do it again. If you do like, do it again. Just try and take that first step. You never know what the universe has planed to put into your path. Don't let fear keep you in the shadows of your own life. Step out into the storm. It might turn into a rainbow